2012~

betul ke awak nak pindah sekolah? . . *tersentak kejap* . . kenapa? FINE~ dah tahu dah kenapa..dah tahu dah yang awak betul betul ****** . . just . . . . . . . . . can't believe it.. saya dah x tahu dah.. you said you'll never leave me.. betul ke wak . . . nnti saya masuk sekolah,first thing saya cari awak..tp..memories yg datang..paip mata bocor,kene baiki.. mcm mana nk dapat SL saya.. nak tukar tukar SB.. mmg posmen kite cuti sepanjang tahun~ bukan cuti je..terus quit..sbb xde SB/SL nk di-pos-kan.. how can I ever nak gurau dgn awak,nk perli awak,nk manj*2 dgn awak lagi . . I'm with no phone.. tak jumpa awak dekat sekolah.. its just.. *GAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!* saya munkin duduk asrama.. ayah suruh.. (so that masa blaja brtambah whatsoever) HOWS MY GOODNITE TEXTS?!! MY GOODMORNING TEXTS?!! YOUR VOICE YG SAYA DENGAR FOR HOURS ON.THE.PHONE.?!! 

HOW?!!

mcm mane nk dgr masalah awak lagi.. nasihat awak.. pesanan pesanan awak.. sume tu.. just..hope dapat jumpa awak before school starts..or better..before disaster starts..

k. that day awak ckp saya masuk 3C. terkejut tp at the same time dah agak dah~ WHY? biarlaa. asalkan berusaha dgn bersungguh-sungguh. mcm awak cakap^^ tapi..tadi saya tengok..classmates-to-be.. takut..

tu dia..tengok satu satu orang yang akan ada sekali dalam satu kelas nanti.. ramai naik kelas.. segelintir turun kelas.. sume masuk 3C.. rasanya mcm 2C la alamtnyaa.. dari SEMUA kelas ada dlm 2C (2011).. fine whatever~ yang ada dalam life saya..awak^^

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.. dah malas.. x tahu nk post apa.. tetibe jadi malu nak share part(s) of my life.. rasa mcm xde faedah.. wasted.. tanak tekan New Post.. maybe sbb dah lama tak online.. kat kampung ni en.. banyak benda berubah dalam diri. xdelah banyak mana.. cuma..dah lama tinggal LIFE atas talian ni.. rasa mcm sume benda tak penting.. yang penting.. is that.. to spend the time yg ada dgn 'real' stuffs.. one thing nak buat before I die.. jumpa awak.. tu je..

relieve kejap bila dh tulis kt FB..thank you wak.. :)

morgnite peps

kenape benda ni jadi? just asking..

Please Don't Let This Break Me
A Poem By Jean

The sadness begins to set in

When I think of all the disappointments

That lay ahead, now that you're away

For far too many days

And I don't know if I'm strong enough for this

I only know I have to be

Please don't break this for me.

qama..be strong please..

Who Will Hold Me When I Cry, Because My Pillow's Done Too Much Already
A Poem By Jean

Who wants to hold me while I cry?

Brush my hair, and fix my heart.

Let me lean on them awhile.

Who wants to help me find a smile?

Make me laugh, and touch my cheek.

Stay even if I'm okay now.

Who wants to make me feel special?

Because I can't do it by myself.

I wish I could,

But I can't.

I can't put my own heart back together.

I've tried so very hard.

But my hands keep shaking

And my heart keeps racing,

And I keep wishing for someone to hold me.

And tell me it will be fine.

Crying


I know I promised I'd never make you cry;
I know it hurts but please dry your eyes.


I will give to you whatever you needs;
A hug, a kiss, just tell me please.


To see you cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight.


I'll do anything you want to make you proud;
I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud.


I love you too much to see you cry;
Please sweetheart don'y say goodbye.


Don't push me away I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.


If we must truly say goodbye;
One more time just close your eyes.


And let us share one final kiss;
For you are the love I will forever miss.


It's a true poem..jumpa dkt blog stranger..

hey,awak!

qama..org rindu dia.. kita kan connected,you'll know then.. there's nothing much I can do :( I miss you.. <--that's all I can say for now (mcm dia ckp dulu)..